The worst experience i had in my whole life was when you died.

I remember that day as it was yesterday; you already had a few weeks at the hospital and the last time you left the house you had tears in your eyes like it was the goodbye.

That day we all were at the house getting ready to go to the hospital to visit you, but we got a call from the hospital that you were not feeling good and almost everyone in the house left except for me, Diego, Edward, Mama, and Jochy.

I was crying and praying God for your health but after 2 or 3 hours we recieved a call from mami saying that you died. Jochy and I started crying a lot, yes Jochy cried your death even though you guys did not talk to each other, then Jochy told me that I can not cry around the house because of Mama, he told me that I had to be strong for her.

After mami came back to the house to tell mama, mami had to take her to the hospital because she got attacks, everyone from the family came to the house and they were hugging me but i was so sad that all i did was lock myself in mami's room, call papi and tell him house i felt.

There i had flashbacks about all the things we did together; i laughted, cried, got mad, and just wished that you were still alive.

I miss you so badly that everytime I write about you tears come to my eyes.

Love you wherever you are.